mysaramustaffa:

It’s funny, how you can just fall for someone in less than a blink of an eye. How you thought that things are actually working out, but it didn’t. How you were doing just fine before meeting that someone, okay, maybe still miserable even but now you’re just as miserable as ever after. How you thought that things were about to change, but it all ended up the same, went down the drain. I had hoped, that finally, I could be fixed.. 

How do you pretend to be okay? To act like the few days that have made you the happiest after so long, never happened? To not care that you’re no longer talking to the person you’ve loved to talk to? To not miss the person you have been so looking forward to meet? To just simply contain your feelings when you’re just dying inside to tell them how you feel? How could I just forget the person who’ve made me feel things I thought I could never feel again? How the hell could you make me feel so wanted, and then left me feeling so neglected after?

I wish I never opened up my heart, I wish I never let it get this far, but if I had another chance to turn back time and do it differently, I probably wouldn’t. It was nice to feel wanted for a change. I miss you, and the worst part is, you’re not even mine to miss. Thank you for bringing me back to life.

In spannungsbogen mode.